This post does not have too much to do with numerology, but it does have to do with energy and change, so I had to share...Coincidences occurring? Luck of the Irish? Maybe some luck has been thrown in there, but coincidences...I don't think so.
A lot has changed lately. New energy is in the air - I can feel it. I'm praying the momentum keeps up and the awesomeness keeps building. I crave it... I want change. I've been feeling stagnant and outside myself lately. Down in the dumps & barely squeaking by to make ends meet. I'm tired and ready for something new. Some ease. Some amazing abundance (mentally, spiritually, physically) to come my way. I've been meditating, praying and everything else in between. Bring IT ON, Universe...
I've been working at my BFF's home in Mesa. Her and her husband are doing some remodeling and I have been hired as the house-sitter to let in workers & make sure things stay A-OK in the household :) It's great! I get to go to a location outside my home office, so it's changing things up a bit for me and my friend has been so gracious in paying me, feeding me, helping me, even taking me on a trip to Hawaii in April... the list goes on... how amazingly lucky & grateful am I to have her as my friend. Words cannot express my gratitude & love...
So, yesterday the workers started demo on her master bathroom... all went well. They had music playing, the drills were cutting & the tile was flying! I took a break from my computer work and went outside to see how things were progressing - awesome - they were working away and the demo was on track. It was so beautiful outside, I took a seat on one of their patio chairs and just closed my eyes, took in the fresh air and let the smell of the orange blossoms take me back in time. As I sat there, a song came on the radio... an old song. One that I remember vividly - Home Sweet Home by Motley Crue. WHOA... I sat there and tears streamed down my face. The smell of the orange blossoms coupled with a Motley Crue song did me in. I thought about my life - all the things I had been through and experienced - the fun, the laughter, the pain, the growth. BAM! It all came flooding back. HOME SWEET HOME - HOME SWEET HOME...
I woke up this morning thinking about my life some more. Thinking that these winds of change that I feel so strongly must be here to bring amazing, wonderful joy to my life that will progress, grow and continue, not fall away after short glimpses of light like it seems to have done so many times before. I've just felt like I've been hidden away and ignored lately - kind of like I'm invisible to the world in a way. There's so much I want to do with my life and my business & it just seems like nothing has been "hitting" the mark & it got me feeling low. Lower than I've ever felt before.I've been working hard lately on STAYING IN THE MOMENT. I worry a lot... about money lately. Paying the bills has been a bit tough, so staying in the moment and not thinking ahead so much has been SUPER difficult for me! I'm working on it and will continue the work - as Mike Dooley says, "Thoughts become things", so it's time to really focus on keeping the thoughts fresh and amazing...! Right? Right...
On the ride over to my BFF's house this morning, I kept thinking about this feeling of change a-brewin'. So I put my "thoughts" to the test. Riding on the 101 south, I said aloud, "OK, if this change is really here and I'm not overindulging myself with silly thoughts of grandeur, send me a sign... I want to see a bright, loud-ass green car before I reach my destination (not even realizing it's St. Patrick's Day, even). One that's not a normal green color that you may see on a daily basis. SEND ME A NEON SIGN FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!" (laughing to myself - I'm a little impatient sometimes... lol)
Moseying along in the slow lane, I decide to move into the middle lane to pass the tortuga that's puttin'-along in front of me. I put on my signal and check my left side mirror preparing to change lanes. GASP! To my total and utter amazement, what do I see in my mirror, waaaaaay back behind me in the fast lane? A bright green, lime colored speck! Oh MY GOD!!!! I almost crashed my car! I slowed way up because I wanted my green neon sign to speed by me. I couldn't believe it. I still can't, writing this hours later... What a sight to see! I just smiled and enjoyed the feeling of butterflies in my stomach... then I reached my friend's house.
So, it's been an interesting couple of days so far... hearing one of my favorite old songs, Home Sweet Home; thinking about my life - the past, present and future; getting my green neon sign delivered to me within minutes of asking for it and then, another affirmation minutes after I plugged in my computer - one from my favorite inspirational site (Tut's Adventure Club). This message waiting in my in-box topped everything off :) like a dollop of yummy whipped cream:The slate's been wiped clean, the past has released its grip, and before you sparkles eternity, yearning for direction. Kristen, all that lies between you and the life of your dreams is just one teeny, tiny, gentle, little rule. Only one condition, prerequisite, principle that matters. It's not love. It's not God. It's not fate, or luck, or karma. It's not complicated or esoteric, and you needn't sacrifice, plead, or pray to invoke it. It's the only rule that's ever existed, and it's the only one that will ever exist. No reality can exist in its absence. For its mere existence, you are. With its existence, the power, the light, and the way are revealed. It's your purpose to discover it, and it's your destiny to master it. It's the beginning, the middle, and the end. The Alpha and the Omega. The be-all and end-all of every wish, desire, and dream, and you are its keeper.
This caveat of all caveats is that absolutely nothing can be anything until it is first imagined. Thoughts become things, nothing else does. And so, Kristen, it's the thoughts you choose from here on out that will become the things and events of your life, forevermore. It is written in stone. There's no other way. It's your ticket to anywhere you can dream of. Your passport to abundance, health, and friendships. The key to the palace of your wildest dreams.
Your thoughts, and your thoughts alone, will set you in motion. Your thoughts will yield the inspiration, creativity, and determination you need. Your thoughts will orchestrate the magic and inspire the Universe. Your thoughts will carry you to the finish line if you just keep thinking them. Never give up. Never waiver, doubt, or ask.
Aim high.
That you've even received this Note, that you're able to read it through, means you are so close. So extraordinarily close. The hardest work has been done. The wars have already been waged. The lessons have already been learned. The journey, now, is for home. (Home Sweet Home, perhaps? Yes, I'm sure of it...)
Ain't no Blarney, The Universe
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